I’ve been a member for a while, but never written. I’m 26 - 22st on the button. I’m sick and tired of being sick and tired of the state I’m in. My stomach is riddled with stretch marks and I hate the body I have. Every day I tell myself, this stops now - but I always end up binge eating crap food (sweets,chocolate,crisps).
I’ve signed up for MVF Football in Stoke, and I’m really looking forward to it. About 3 years ago, I lost 4 stone and I looked great - I did this by juicing over 8 months. Rather than the weight piling straight back on as people had warned, it gradually got back up. I went right up to 23st at the start of this year. For some reason in my head I can accept 22st but not 23. I’m currently 22st and just going over and over the same mental and physical failure.
I need help, any tips or advice would be greatly appreciated. I feel like there is a fit man inside trying to get out, but I always fail eventually.